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Saturday, October 30, 2010

 I've been sticking my head in my books lately. Oh well, I've been reading this book about a blond vampire - A TOTAL TURN ON. Haha, I kidding but the book's really interesting.
 Anyways, first issue of the school newspaper is coming out next week and I'm kinda excited? yeah.. to see my name somewhere there on the pages. WOW.
 Tomorrow I'm gonna post part 3 of [i hate to love you] and I know it's been taking me forever but blame that vampire book, not me :D
 I think that's pretty much what I wanted to say...so I'm just gonna read my book again. ADDICTED MUCH? Myeah, tell me about it.

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your fat
Thursday, October 28, 2010

For those of you who haven't checked my formspring - DO IT.
You'll have real fun. It's www.formspring.com/InaBeliebs
I even made myself a new nickname up.
From now I'm " the ice-cream and cake addicted fat kid "
I LOVE YOU LIKE A FAT KID LOVES CAKE ... oh wait does that mean I love you like I love you?
#WEIRD
K, I'm starting to go insane.
It's best if I stop writing...isn't it?

PS: @BieberTag doesn't like me because I'm fat, I'm fat because she likes me!
PS2: Because I'm using the question I got on formspring, the title looks like written by a 3-year-old :D

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sweet 16
Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I turned 16 yesterday.
It's not that big of a deal but I feel great. Spring 2010 I fell in love with Justin Bieber's music and he inspired me. Summer 2010 I became a new person. A person who cares, shows love, helps and makes people smile, and I'm proud of that. I believed in God again which I consider the best thing that happened during summer 2010. Faith brings joy to life.
If you've read my lifestory, you know how things were. Faith changed it all over. Praying every night is not a waste of time, it helps. God hears. All those years I've been asking for a father and yesterday he called for the first from for over 13 years. I didn't bother to ask him why he abandoned me, I was extremely happy to hear his voice. I never knew his voice. I never knew how he felt about me. I never knew if he loved me or not. And now I have the answers.
There are a lot of things that need to be ironed in my life but that's gonna happen with time passing by. I've found my inner beauty and harmony. I wake up every morning as if it is on purpose and I pray before going to bed every night.
Everyone stands a chance for happiness if they have faith and believe in themselves and their cause. Justin Bieber and Pattie Mallette came in my life for a reason, and then Christian and Caitlin Beadles showed for the same reason. Caitlin's like a sister who doubles my faith in God every day and Christian doubles the faith in myself.
Draw some RAINBOWS :)

I wanna say thank you to everyone who's been helping me out, to everyone who has been by my side. I wanna say thank you to whoever once cared or still cares about me. I wanna tell the world how much I love my friends in both real and Internet life. And finally I wanna say thank you for the best birthday present ever! Thanks to Emily, whose idea it was, to Martina, who made it, and to everyone else who joint. I LOVE Y'ALL:


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draw some RAINBOWS
Monday, October 25, 2010

 At first, I wasn't really sure how to feel about Caitlin Beadles. You know...on one of my sides there were people completely loving her and on the other people hating her. And in between there were millions of questions like "Some people love her, is it because they think they'll get closer to Justin?" or "Why hate her? I mean...duh!" and a lot of other pointless and not so pointless questions like those two. All those doubts kept hitting me in the head hard and I was unable to make up my mind.
 I decided I would like her but it wasn't about making decisions. It's never about making decisions. It's about how you really feel and I wasn't sure how I felt about Caitlin.
 Then I read her story. I read about all the horror she had to go through, all the pain, the tears and the rage she felt at times. Reading her story made me realise how many similarities we actually have. I have experienced all that horror, pain, tears and rage. I've been through it all. Oh well, my story doesn't involve a boating accident, but it involves other bad experiences.
 I no longer wonder whether I like her or not. I have all the right answers. I do like her. I feel her a lot closer to me that I ever though I could. It doesn't matter she doesn't know me, the bond we have is the only thing that matters.
 She's beautiful, sensible, sensitive. She's a human being and no human being deserves to be hated. She deserves to be loved for the person she's grown to be.
 

  
"No amount of makeup can conceal an ugly heart. True beauty shines from within. Beauty fades, but a beautiful heart is forever." -Caitlin Beadles

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quick update
Tuesday, October 19, 2010

 Sorry for not posting much lately.
 I've got a lot of ideas and hardly any time!
School's taking up 3/4th of my time and when I think everything's done, something pops out....
Working at the newspaper's been a lot of fun though. We're publishing the 1st issue in 2 weeks.
Fingers crossed that next week won't be so assignments-crowded 'cause it's my birthday on Tuesday. Imma be with my family in the evening and probably spend the night with SODMG boys on skype/msn/aim.
Honestly, I love being 15...but sweet 16 seems like a nice age, so I'll give it a chance. I mean, whether I want to or not, I'm turning 16 so I better enjoy it, right?
And somehow...I have this feeling that my family will put me in a crappy mood on Tuesday. It would be totally THEM...ya know.
Anyways, I better do my homework now...so peace out :) 
God Bless xoxo

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another friendship story
Sunday, October 17, 2010

 Once upon a time there was a girl named Ina. She was lost in questions. She was crushed and had no one to help her. Her hope and dreams were taken away with her faith also. She thought she's lost it all. She thought she had nothing else left. Then a miracle happened. She met him.
 His name was Ian. He was amazing. He understood her. He knew how to make her smile. He gave her her hope back. He helped her. He was always there.
 They became friends quickly. He showed her so much love and she....she felt blessed. She knew she was gonna be the person she once had been. She knew he was gonna help her.
 As much as they loved each other as friends, they were different. He was famous and she was not. That didn't bother any of them though. They kept their friendship a secret. And for Ina it was the best thing ever. She had exactly what she's needed.
 One evening as they were chatting, he wanted to show her something. They made a video call, Ian teased her for some time but then suddently Ina's mouth dropped. He was holding a ticket to her country. He told her he was going to move and meet her in person. And, believe me, it was one of the best moments in her life and back then she didn't have much of those. Everything became perfect. Once he moved, they weren't gonna keep their friendship a secret.
 But I guess........it wans't meant to be.
 He never moved. As much as he and she wanted that, he didn't get the chance.
 As told that he was gonna be working a lot and not coming online, Ina didn't bother about not hearing from him with months. And then.....one afternoon after school, as she was "searching" the Internet, she found a video. The headline said "RIP Ian". Something told her this wasn't any good but she played it anyway.
 The moment the video started, her world broke. Her hope went away. Her heart crushed into million of pieces. Everything lost sense. Nothing was gonna ever be the same...without him. The worst part was he's died in January and she found out months later.
 She couldn't get her mind in peace. She started doing wrong things. She joint some satanic club and started studying dangerous things. She was going to do everything she could to be closer to him, or even to find a way to bring him back.
 A year later someone helped her without even knowing. An interview with this particular person that Ina watched, helped her get her world back. Her world....from when she was a little kid. All her faith, hope, dreams...everything.
 Now she's not afraid. She thinks of him and smiles. She watches the sunset and talks to him in her mind. Whenever she prays, she mentions him. Whatever she does, he's always with her. For him she put back together the pieces of her heart and is now keeping him there.
 She's always gonna remember him. She's always gonna love him.
 Their destinies were crossed for good and not only their names proved it.

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introducing me
Wednesday, October 13, 2010


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a bad cold + heart-but-not-so-heart health issues

That's just a quick update.
I haven't been feeling well lately. Obviously, I've caught a really bad cold. I can't stop coughing and the coughing is really deep and it sometimes hurts. I'm on medications and I drink gallons of tea every day, doesn't seem to help though.
And for another thing my other health issues haven't stopped. I don't feel them as strong as before. My cold has something to do with that, I guess. I still need to see a doctor 'cause a 3rd problem is that my hands, sometimes my arms, hurt a lot for no reason.
Last thing is that my Sports teacher wants us to run 300 meters tomorrow but there's NO way I'm doing it. I cough every 10-20 seconds (FOR REAL!) and it's just awfully cold outside. I barely managed to run the 50s today...don't wanna imagine if they were 300s.
I just hope and pray that everything's gonna be all good soon!
Oh and I also HOPE tomorrow's gonna be a good day 'cause I've got Geography, Phisycs, Bulgarian and then 2 periods of Biology and last period Sports.. keep your fingers crossed for me ;D I need that!
God Bless Guys :)
xoxo

p.s.: sorry for the delay with chapter 3 of [i hate to love you] but it's only half-written and I don't feel like writing right now, I hope you'll understand <3

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never.say.never
Sunday, October 10, 2010


Dreams
They do come true!
All it takes is for you to believe in yourself.
Set the bird in you free and she'll show you the way.
'Cause birds are innocent, they fly freely and always get to where they've headed.

I dedicate this post to @biebermafia
and everyone out there who believes in their dreams!
Mine hasn't come true yet but I'm not gonna give up on chasing it.
I know that someday I'll get my chance because sooner or later everyone does.

For those who have read my life story - http://tl.gd/69b6sh
Everybody goes through tough times in their lives.
Everybody faces difficulties.
Everybody has dreams.

Before I knew who Pattie Mallette or Justin Bieber were,
I was a completely different person.
I did a lot of wrong things.
And I'm not proud of that.

What I'm proud of is that I grew up and became a much better person.
That I owe to Pattie Mallette for bringing my faith in God back.
If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be who I am now.
And her son...Justin Bieber.
He made me believe in my dreams and chase them.
Because of him I learnt to
Never say Never.

Nowadays, looking at people like Caitlin Beadles and her brother Christian helps me.
It helps me keep myself believing and struggling.
Though I can't tell them I'm really thankful.
Because of who they are, I am who I am.
Even when things seem too bad,
I stand up and
#SMILE.

Don't ever give up on your dreams!
Don't say that you can't 'cause you can!
Be the best you YOU can be!
Help others, make them smile and everything will return to you someday.

GOD BLESS :)

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gift of a friend
Saturday, October 9, 2010


Give love to your friends every day
In tough times pray
For your their help and they will be
There even if they have to swim across the sea

Only thing that saves us on lonely/sad days is
Friendship

And

Fear goes away
Rhymes stay
In other words
Everyone's happy and
Nothing goes wrong
Day after day, we stay strong

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birthday wish list =)
Thursday, October 7, 2010

19 more days until my birthday 
and I thought I'd post my birthday wish list
so you it won't be that hard for u to get me something

 First off I want this DOMO collection:

2nd on the list is this keyboard:

A bag full of DANONE would make me smile like an idiot:

One of those balloons would be nice, but all of them would be AMAZING:

iPhone (both cupcake and real version):

A nice text from someone:

THIS LIBRARY ♥:

Some breakfast?:

Make sure the candy comes in BIG BAGS and make sure its sour:

Those sneakers:


HOTNESS, SEXINESS, PERFECTION:

And of course, a cupcake:


See ya on 26th Oct =D
xoxo








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harry potter mania


I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE LAST 2 MOVIES
They're gonna be e-p-i-c.
Plus I love the end in the book how Harry pretends to be dead and tricks Voldemort :O
I just hope they don't shit that part..
'Cause you know, every other movie is more and more different from what's in the books!
Anyways, I'm still so stoked and can't wait to watch the last 2 movies.
Oh and why don't they open some school like Hogwards?
I mean, it would be so much fun 

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cneakers ♥

I WANT THEM


Cookies + sneakers = Cneakers 
I'm in love.....and I want 'em to be mine
I would sleep with them, eat with them
I would take them everywhere with me
Elmo looks so hot...and blue =D
I NEED TO HAVE THOSE.
And since it's my birthday soon..who's gonna surprise me?

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inspirational =)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010

 There are quite a lot of quotes I like and whenever I'm having a bad day or something, I just remember one of them and everything makes sense again. As that's my blog and I love just writing things here, I'm gonna post a few of those quotes and the people I've heard them from =)

Forgive and forget. Don't revenge and regret. 
#1 "struggling with life. but never say never and keep smiling." - was on Chaz's twitter bio. RIP Chaz. I miss you!
#2;3 "If we're always looking in the rear view mirror, it's hard to keep our eyes on the road ahead." ; "Never let anyone steal your joy" - Christian Beadles
#4;5;6 "If you don't dream big, what's the use of dreaming? If you don't have faith nothing's worth believing." ; "If you ain't first, you're last." ; "So many people will tell you, you can't. But all you gotta do is turn around and say Watch me!" - Justin Bieber
#7 "Live. Love. Laugh... & that is Life! The bas news is time flies. The good news is I'm the pilot.... REMEMBER! Make the Best of a Bad Situation" - Lil Henchmen's bio on twitter
#8 "All you can do in life is be who YOU wanna be..if people don't like it, then so be it. those who mind, dont matter ..& those who matter, dont mind. just be happy(:" - on Sara Balyeat's bio in twitter
#9 "Because you love me is always a good excuse :)" - @Biebosaur
#10 "Before you talk, LISTEN. Before you reach, THINK. Before you criticize, WAIT. Before you pray, FORGIVE." - @BieberHoodies
#11 "Great minds discuss ideas. Avarange minds discuss events. Small minds discuss people." - Lil Henchmen
#12 "Even if someone is your biggest inspiration, don't stop at the penacles they've reached. Plan to strive way beyond them." - Diggy Simmons
#13 "Find someone who finds you beautiful with no makeup while wearing sweatpants... You'll never feel more loved." - Demi Lovato
#14 "Never let fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." - Cinderella Story
#15 "Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love - because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall." - Unknown


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[i hate to love you] chapter 2: pay attention
Monday, October 4, 2010

 Just a day like any other.
 I woke up without feeling any desire to go to school. But I told myself that was what life is and I had to stop complaining and struggle. So I got dressed quickly, brushed my teeth, hair and stormed out of the apartment.
 I went to school early and since there was no one but me in the room I lied down on a desk and started thinking. More like having a conversation with your mind.
 -Wouldn't it be easy if you just go ahead and tell the guy how you feel about him? You've been fighting this feeling for too long and yet you've always told youself feelings shouldn't be fought against.
 -Yeah, but what will happen if I just go up to him and tell him. Plus, what should I tell him? "I like you"? And smile idiotically? That's not gonna work.
 -You know I didn't mean that.
 -I knew, but I don't have the guts to go and tell him I've been falling for him for over an year and he wasn't there to catch me.
 -You've dealt with far worse things. You've made quite hard desicions and you never complained once about that.
 -I know that too. And what about our friendship? What if he rejects me? I mean, if I tell him and he doesn't feel the same, then how would I ever be able to look him in the eyes again?
 -Oh c'mon, you know he feels the same way. Nothing can go wrong.
 -And what if he doesn't? I can't be 100% sure.
 -But you're not blind. Observe. Pay close attention to what he does, how he treats you, the way he looks at you and you'll see the truth that lies behind those eyes of his. Every detail matters.
 Just when I was about to say something to my mind, I heard the door of the room open and stood up. There he was. The guy I've been failing to get out of my mind for so long. He was wearing jeans and a T-shirt, his hair falling perfectly in place. The moment he stepped in, he smiled and I felt like the Sun just came in that room.
 -Hey. What 'cha doing here so early?- he said.
 -Oh, well.. I was bored when I woke up, so I decided to come around.- I said sounding not so sure about I was saying.
 -Ahah, yeah. I bet you wanted to see me.- he said, doing this thing with his hair that was driving me crazy.
 I couldn't do anything else but smile and nod. I was hypnotized.
 -Are you....okay?
 -Yeah, I'm perfectly fine.- I rolled my eyes like it was nothing, yet it was breaking my heart.
 The rest of the day wasn't any weird like that. Everything was normal. I figured that my mind was playing tricks on me and there were no details, no truth lying behind some gorgeous eyes and no boy that's sharing my feelings. Okay, maybe I was wrong because when I went to my last class, he started teasing me.
 -Kiddo, you avoiding me or something?
 -Don't call me kiddo!- I hated it when he called me that so I punched his hand with mine. All I expected to happen was nothing but Justin grabbed my hands and pulled me closer to him.
 -You wanna fight about that?- what a teaser I swear!
 -Like I don't know I'm gonna beat ya!- but I guess I was a better teaser.
 I don't really remember anything else, the next thing I remeber was that he'd spinned me around, still holding my hands so that my back faced his stomach. I was much closer to him, like he was hugging me. Actually he was, he lied his head on my shoulder and just stood there not saying a thing. I didn't know what I should do but I wanted to turn around and when I was about to, the teacher came in and ruined the moment.
 After school I went straight home. That night I thought a lot. Maybe, after all, my mind was right and there was something I wasn't paying attention to all that time.

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twisties!

 Since I'm quite the lover today, I decided to write something about those people I care about on twitter and dare to call twisties =) I just want you to know that order doesn't matter. You know, I don't want any of you to be mad at me whether I've written about them first or last 'cause in my heart there are no positions. So...I better start now, right? =D

@Biebaholicz - Honestly, I have no idea how Emily and I "met". I do remember our random conversations but I don't really remember how we got to them. That doesn't matter really though 'cause I've known her for 5 months now. A lot of time, I'd say. Emily means a lot to me and I hope she knows it. I'm her Silly Billy and she's my Silly Bob. #Biebaholicz are like a family to me, my own little twitter family:)

@BeliebersTM - I remember talking to her before she became a co-owner of #Biebaholicz. Then one day I wake up and BOOM! I don't know what made us so close..was it co-owning the same account or something else, but whatever it was I know that I love her a lot. She's my luvie and that's not changing, not in a 100 years:)

@DaBeliebersTown - I know.. you're thinking "Gash, I wanna live there!". Yeah, that was the first thing I thought when I read that twitter name. But then again, there is more about that girl than you can see on the surface. She's nice, sweet, awesome. She has a kind heart and is a great friend:)

@SexyBieberSwag - MIA MIAA MIAAA and our big plans for our own #Biebaholicz TV show. Oh man, how many good times I've had with her! She makes me laugh.......a lot! She sure also knows how to return the favor of me raping her facebook:)

@Biebosaur - One random biebergasmic conversation, based on #FACTS, with Gemma can lead to giving birth to the cuttest Babysaur ever, and making Nelle an aunt. Myeah, don't leave us 3 in a room for more than a minute. We'll surely blow it up:)

@FightingForJB - I'm honored to know her. Seriously, she's a legend! Deleting BIAF, you gotta have some serious swag to do that. But apart from that, you all love her for, I love the way I can talk to her about whatever random shit I want. And those 3somes with Garfield, gash! But she loves care bears more:)

@BeliebeInShady - Escaped the circus sexaaaaaay panther! If you see her, make sure you call 6-69-69, she might be dangerous! Haha, oh Martina... she's awesome! To be honest, I'm speechless right now and have no idea what to write more. People should meet her if they wanna know what I'm talking about:)

@BieberUKShawtys - As much as I want to just write that she's the new SpongeBob and move on to the other person, I can't. I mean, she has so many good sides I could write about. She's extremely nice and though she's the new SpongeBob, her names screams 'THE SIMPONS'. What do I mean? Hum, I'm leaving that for you to figure out:)

@RockThatBieber - The name speaks for itself! She's nuts, crazy, insane. Call her all those, but she's also extremely sweet and in that heart she has, she's got stacks of love. And most importantly I love snucking through the night and stealing:)

@iBeberPower - I'm so glad that girl tweeted me. I've had great times talking to her but we don't talk much lately which is sad. I wish I could talk to her like I used to before 'cause she's an amazing person:)

@alyzatorres - If I had one word to describe her with, I'd use 'sister'. I could talk to her about anything and it won't bother me. I kinda don't remember the way we cyber met, but I hope that's not a problem in our relationship 'cause I'll always love her:)

@BieberEmergency - My own personal stalker. Murr! Haha, she's extraordinary. She could be the next Chuck Norris, believe me! And the fact I got to know her a few days before her birthday...suspious, right? Not really, I bet she planned it all! Nope! Gash, she's confusing me when it's simply like that; love her:)

@bieberchoconut - Loves cupcakes, hot boys and long walks on the beach. Okay, I'm only sure about the cupcakes but who does love hot boys and the beach? She's actually a co-owner of @bieberchoconut which automatically makes her a ninja as I sometimes have trouble knowing which account I should tweet- the one she co-owns or her personal:)

@Beliebclub - NADIE! She's just amazing. I've talked to her about a lot of things and she did the same. She trusted me and I'll make sure she won't regret to do it again. I know, I won't! And as I'm writing this post now, I hope she also gets out of the hospital soon #PrayForNadie

@JBiebsStyle - Oh-kay, that's a hard subject. I could write about that sexiness all day long. She's such a PUMA! Myeaaw. I've no idea why I myeawed, maybe 'cause pumas are considerded cats. Oh boy, whatever. So, urm SIMO I love heeeeeeeeer!! Imma _________ her:)

@BieberOxygen - The Cherry. I mean, seriously, she's a cherry! I've got so many funny facts about her, I could write a book. Or a guide book, I can see the title "How To Make The Cherry Laugh Her Head Off". I'm sure, she remembers:)

@GuyBeliebs - J-J-J-James. He's an important part of my life. I really really love him, he's awesome and always understand or makes me laugh. He's just one of those people you can't stay mad at. I'm always gonna be there for him:)

@StefanBiebs - He's one of the guys on @ImBieberGuy, but since I'm gonna write about the other one too, I decided to separate them. So Stefan...I only got to know him on his birthday. I've no idea why but I wanted to make him smile, so I had a few things on my mind that came true. I hope he enjoyed everything, even the crappy tinychat part (he knows what I'm talking about:)

@ImBieberGuy - Baki. Got to know him because @ImBieberGuy got hacked. Wow, if it isn't Destiny :D Mario's awesome and whoever is that girl who's gonna have his heart, she's gonna be really lucky 'cause he's a really special guy:)

@bieberarmy - I knooooow...loving them seems like I just wanna benefit somehow but the truth is, it's pure twitter love. And to be honest, I've no idea what I just said. But I know that they've always been really nice to me and I love them for that + they're the Bieber Army! I mean, how could I not love the army I'm fighting on one side with? :)

@BieberBagel - I don't know what else to say and not connect it with breast milk. Myeah, they definitely should find a way to make that stuff fruity! :D Oh, she and I...we're living legends:)

@JBieberDesigner - Besnik. I LOVE THAT GUY. Lately I've been missing him a lot and when I just managed to just get along with it, he appeared and I'm missing him a lot more now. I'm wondering how's that that I haven't went to Kosovo already to visit him..wow. I hope we get more time to talk to each other:)

@BieberHoodies - My hoodie supply! Murr, she can freak out and be beyond nuts and then again she can be sweet and wise. I definitely have a special place for her in my hoodie heart:)

@AshleeLiddell @Biebology @LisaJieber - My best tinychat buddies! Ashlee's a tinychat freak who gets grounded a lot. Eleanor sings amazingly amazing. Lisa plays the guitar better than even sleeping. Being in a tinychat with them gives whole new meaning to "Have A Nice Day":)

@BieberDanceee - I haven't had the chance to get to know her better but I'm sure there's a lot I could see. I already love her...that's one great start, isn't it?:)

@JDBiebsHearts - I'm starting to write that name faster than I write justinbieber :D Scary! But I'm not gonna write a lot about her 'cause I already have like 2 posts considering her personality and 1 post of the bunnie song:)

@CABelieberGuy - B-b-b-ben. He's spontanious or maybe he isn't? I've only "known" him for a day, so I can't really say. All I know is I'm marrying him and he better wake the butterflies up haha:)

@JBieberState - Iviiiiiiiiiiiiiii. I always have to make sure how many 'i's there are after the 'v'. Don't ask me, I'm gonna tell you. Because she's not just Ivi, she's Ivi with 15 'i's after the 'v'. I know it doesn't make much sense but you just gotta go with the flow and love her:)

@BIEBER_FEVERARG - She's the girl with the awesome 4-colored icon. Haha, no that's not the way I remember her. The way or the reason I remember her is 'cause she's a real sweetheart:)

 all of them!
Order doesn't matter!

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b.u.n.n.i.e. ♥

 B.U.N.N.I.E. = Beautiful. Unique. Nice. Natural. Intelligent. Eeeeeehmazing.
 I don't think I have to explain what I'm about to write about and you to read about. Yes, that's another post about my bunnie, which name's Maddy btw.
 Why I write so much about her? Well, if I have to be honest, I don't know what's making me write that much. Maybe it's because I've always had this need in me to make people smile. Whatever it is, I'm cool with it.
 Why her? What's so special about her? She's not some outter space freak or some genius constructing a rocket but there are some rather interesting gifts she has!
 That girl makes me smile no matter what. That girl keeps me down to Earth. That girl listens to me and she has also somehow made sure I would trust her enough to talk. And I would! I trust her to the moon and far beyond that. She makes me feel like I can tell her anything and it won't leave the DMs on twitter, which I'm sure of.
 Maddy IS special. She may not be some superhero from the comics you've read when you were little but she has the power to love. She won't judge you for who you are without getting to know you. She won't just start trying to think about specific things the way she wants you to. She won't push you and yet she won't avoid you either.
 I've no idea how she does it but she makes me love her more and more everyday. I've never in my life felt such a connection to someone I've only known on the Internet. I mean, as crazy as it sounds, she makes me a better person without even knowing me in person. Somehow, she does though and I'm thankful. I'm thankful for every single moment I get to talk to her. If every day was a cake, she'd be my cherry on the top of that cake.
 Maybe I'm boring you with all this but, as I've said a lot of times, I like to write about those things here. I like to express my feelings. If you've read my blog for long enough, you'd know that I feel insecure about some people. Therefore, my blog is like my own personal diary for whatever I can't say, I write for the others to read.
 That is though getting quite long so I'm gonna be stopping. Last thing I wanna say is that I truly love Maddy, she made me smile the very first day I "met" her and she's never missed an opportunity. She deserves the best. 

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since when 90-year-olds count as teenagers?
Saturday, October 2, 2010

I was looking for a picture for [i hate to love you] in this art website. I typed in the search bar something like "teenage love" and looking through the pages I found the picture you can see on the left. The moment I saw it my eyes got wider and I was like "What the fuck did I write in that search bar?". I had to check it. I mean.....urm you know what I mean! So my question is..since when 90-year-olds cout as teenagers?

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[i hate to love you] chapter 1: who is he?

 I've been liking him for a while. Well, if I have to be honest I've been liking him too much for a lot while. Sorry for confusing you, I'm confused myself. For more than an year I've tried dating 5 guys but every time it all came down to him. Him is Justin and him has always had the throne in my heart, at least since I met him.
 Justin is sweet and caring and has a kind heart. But he also has the most adorable eyes and smile I will ever see. On the other hand though, he's the worst teaser in the whole universe and I sometimes can't stand that. One minute he can be the sweetest, and the next he can easily pull the trigger on my nerves.
 From all the love nonsense I wrote so far you could easily tell I've fallen hard for him. And yes, I have. I won't deny it in front of you, I'm having enough trouble hiding it from everyone else. Friends, family, him. Turns out I'm not a good 'hidder' though. A lot of our common friends are like "You two obviously like each other" and everytime I'm like "Ha, yeah!" with all the sarcasm I can pull out and Justin just shuts up until the subject gets changed. That's one of the things that make me crazy! Why can't he say something? I mean, if he likes me, why hasn't he asked me out? And if he doesn't, why don't he say it when he's being told he does? It eats me on the inside!
 When we're left alone, which rarely happens but when it does he isn't the same. When it's only the two of us he's the sweetest guy on the planet. Sometimes I hope we can be the last two people on Earth. You don't know, maybe he'll finally decide to tell me how he feels about me. Yeah, I know...dreamer!

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Enrique My Hero Iglesias ♥
Friday, October 1, 2010

29th September 2010 That day I'm never gonna forget ;)
We finished school, got on the bus and drove off.
We got to Sofia (the capital of Bulgaria) and everyone went to this mall 'cause the concert wasn't starting for another 5 hours or so.
I ate at McDonalds and went to a few shops.
Then we all gathered, took pictures impatiently.
Walking in isn't the way I'd describe how I entered the concert area.
Running in is!
I ran ahead with 2 girls and we tried making our way through the crowd.
We wanted to be as close to the stage as we could.
We had a few problems getting closer 'cause as you can figure out everybody wanted to go as close as possible!
This didn't stop us though and we went pretty close.
The concert was supposed to start at 7PM but Sugababes cancelled their appearance 'cause of some accident, so we had to wait until 8PM.
At 8PM Sonique came out and sang for about 20 minutes. She was AMAZING:)
Then another pause until 9PM.
At around 9:10 Enrique came on stage singing 'Can you hear me' and the crowd went CRAZY!!
After singing it he said "Здравейте" which is Hello in Bulgarian, and he had this cute accent. *melts*
While he was singing and we were dancing (like everyone else) we managed to get a little closer.
After a few songs he pulled 2 guys on stage.
One of them did some Michael Jackson dancing. He was awesome!
Then Enrique drank this Bulgarian alcohol and made some funny faces afterwards.
He asked one of the boys about his favorite Enrique song and then started singing it but forgot the words because of the alcohol but the crowd laughed!!
An hour passed and I was having the best night of my life.
Enrique though said 'Thank u' and went backstage as he was supposed to sing for only an hour.
We all started screaming his name and hardly anyone wanted to go.
And 2 minutes later Enrique came back on stage and started singing again.
Later he pulled a girl on stage and sang 'Hero' to her.
I could only imagine her mind spinning round, making circles!!
He was so caring, he touched her lips with his fingers.
And at the end of the song HE KISSED HER.
I won't lie and tell I didn't get jealous 'cause every girl would and every girl that was there did get jealous!
But I was also happy for her and I bet she won't shower soon :D
Then somehow I and the other 2 girls managed to get in front of the stage. We had to push a lot of people and we got a little hurt but who cares? It was Enrique Iglesias ;D
WE WERE SO CLOSE TO HIM!!
You can smell him like people say!
He sang a lot more than he was supposed to, nearly 40 minutes more and he also started crying and said we were one of the best crowds, if not the best, he had on his tour.
It was O-MAZING!! The best night of my life and I'd never ever forget it.
Thank you Enrique. You are my hero:)

Here's a video of Enrique singing 'Hero' to this girl Ralitsa ;) She's really lucky!! Sorry for bad quality btw, I couldn't find it with better quality.


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