No one falls in love by choice,
it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, 
it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance,
it is by CHOICE.
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THE BLAME
If you feel that i'm falling for someone new. 
It's not because I love him,
it's because you weren't there to catch my fall.


THE ANSWER
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
it's because you never gave me the chance.
you haven't reached the bottom
yet you already grab a branch..
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Im looking for a guy who'll kiss me
just before the traffic light turns green,
who closes his eyes when he hugs me,
who will patiently wait for me after class,
who smells my hair every chance he gets,
who will wipe my sweat with his hanky,
who will sing my favorite song
even if he cant cary a tune,
who will let me rest over his shoulder,
who will let me sleep on his lap
and will give me the 1st and last bite of his burger,
who will squeeze my hand tighter when I squeeze his,
who will make me feel special
when everybody tries to put me down,
who will love me for who I am,
who will protect me when danger comes my way,
who will cry when I leave him,
someone who occupies my dream every night
and when I find him I will never let him go ♥
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 I'm aware of what I want from life. But first of all, let me tell you I don't wanna smile next to Oprah and the Queen on the cover of Forbes magazine lol but Travie McCoy does make me laugh when I hear him say 'Whaddup Oprah'. But now to the point...
 You probably don't care what I want from life, who I wanna grow to be, etc. but that's my blog which I call "trash can for feelings", so I'm gonna write about that anyways.
 I don't know if my choices have anything to do with past. Probably they do, but I don't mind that. Actually, that's another reason why I should look at my past like not such a bad experience.
 I'm mostly interested in acting as you all know. And if you're following me on twitter you'd also know that I love singing and dancing as well. I have sang to like only 4 or 5 of you, but who knows? We might arrange something someday...soon. Not last on the list, I also like journalism.
 Although what you just read, let me tell you that I have greater ambitions in life.
 I wanna try and make the world a better place. I wanna be one of those who are not afraid to love and help everybody. I'm willing to give the homeless a home and give the kids without parents the love they've always needed but never got.
 I believe in the great power we call God. I believe that God is a soul living in all of us and is that best part of us we should be showing more. But most of all I believe in love.
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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... 
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20th September 2009 - I decided to make a blog :) 4 days ago my blog had anniversary and I missed it. BOOMER! Why I missed it? No web connection. Anyways, I just wanted to say I love my blog, it's like my trash can for feelings. And what I hope for is that a year from now (well not exactly, an year counting 4 days out) my blog will still be here and I won't have given up writing my shizz. Oh and I also hope I get to have this clock on the right...unique, right?


Ina first name, last name, checkin' into the fast lane ;D
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1 in I, 4 in Love and 3 in You
Question: Couldn't the 4 be in Hate?
That's why I don't like using 143 to say I Love You to someone.

8 letters 3 words 1 meaning
It can be I Love You, but I Hate You too.

What I've figured out for myself is that it's better to tell someone "I love you" better than just txt/type some numbers.
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 Loads of weirdness these days. grr. So I thought I'd share it with u
 1st of all - u is actually someone! Can u believe that? lmao. I mean I didn't believe ANYone reads this piece of emotional shit ;D I'm glad and thankful though! But face it.......POOR U who are reading this. K, I'm cutting the crap.
 A few minutes ago my family got a fake phone call. Some guy claiming to be a "doctor" said my aunt had broken her leg and that a lot of money were needed for operation. Mom and grandma actually believed him. WOW. But then they got their mind together and called my aunt. HA! It all turned out one big hairy lie.
 Whatever, I'm having Usher moments! #ConfessionTime I LOVE THE GUY! I was 4 when I first heard him....NOMNOMNOMNOM
 Oh and I wanna drink @biebercoke now 'Cause I found out she reads my blog. Let's get biebercoke drunk ;D
 I'm stopping for real now
 I've got Spanish homework I haven't even started and it's 9:20PM
 Last thing: I LOVE MY BUNNIE A LOT ;o
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 Having no web connection for more than 5 days is pretty depressing It sucks......total shit!
 But do you know what's weirder? Those 5 days affected me a lot. I "saw" some things. I feel like all the people around me...are only using me. I feel I don't belong here
 All those people I talk to on the Internet. All those people I see once or twice a year, or I haven't even seen yet...I feel they're more friends than anyone else in the world. The weirdest is that this isn't bothering me.
 Honestly, the whole situation is pretty messed up. I'm happy, though, to be sure about 1 person. She's always been here and I'm pretty sure she always will. Or at least, I hope so :)
 Whatever happens, there's a place for my heart. Maybe I haven't found it yet, but I'm not in a hurry. I'm just a little sick of love songs and fake friends. But life's about changes, and everything is gonna change..again :)
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I'm honored guest in my bff's stories
They're called 'Story of the shit' or as updated only 'Shit'
My bff and I are kids taking loads of drugs
And we do stupid stuff
Actually, what we do makes u LOL real hard
It's that stupid, believe me haha
We should translate the stories into English 'cause they're currently in Bulgarian only
And we should post 'em
Those can be a BIG BANG, ya know?
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First day of 10th grade wasn't what I expected it to be
You know, I expected excited buds all around
I expected loads of talking between us all
Well, we did spent time together but it didn't feel the way I thought it would
I realised I didn't miss everyone so much
What I miss is summer, opportunities
What I miss is being me
Going back to school I felt not myself there
It's weird, but that's what happened
Everytime I spend time there I feel something is controlling me and I CAN'T manage to be who I am
Good news is I'm gonna do my best and try to be the one I truly am
I'm gonna work hard, give love and be there for whoever needs me
I just hope everything works out well :)
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I used to post "school updates" last year
I'm not gonna stop
That's the 1st school update from 10th grade, though it hasn't started yet
Tomorrow's my 1st day of my 10th year of studying...lol sounds scary
I'm not really that excited
I'll miss a lot of people.. Maddy, James, Rumi, Emily, Romi, etc.
I won't be tweeting as much as I am now
My blog is my diary though..there's always time for a post :)
I just hope this year's gonna be great
I wanna remember it :)
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It was a sunny day but it wasn't that sunny in my soul
My heart was aching
That day I saw the most disgusting picture ever
Something I prefer never happened
But it did...
Lots of people were sympathetic
That wasn't though what I was asking for
And then BOOM!! She came in my life!
What she said was 'Love, ice-cream & bunnies'
That was something I used kind of as a moto
It made me smile, it made me laugh...in that awful moment
And that's how I met her...one of the most important people in my life...my bunnie :)
She's awesome!!
Not just 'cause I can talk to her about whatever I want
But because she helps me find myself somehow
I have no fears while talking to her
She's special for another thing too...She was the first person I opened up to and sang to.
And I'm glad it was her.
I hope you will keep that in your heart forever with the bunnie song too, of course haha
I love you bunnie :)
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10th September 2010 
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2010 is an extraordinary year to me
A lot of things happened and a lot of things didn't have the chance to
2010 was amazing so far
The thing I'm most happy about is that I got my faith back
All that hate I had inside me was killing me
I wasn't myself
I was someone else
But things changed :)
"I've got all my life to live and all my love to give"
I owe it big time to Pattie Mallette
She's an inspiration to me as a person, as a mother, as a woman
With faith coming back, I started beliving in my dreams again
Summer 2010 was a fight for my dreams
I didn't lose the fight, but I didn't win either
I got 4 roles in movies and I had to turn them all down
That's why I'm waiting for summer 2011
'Cause it's gonna be my 'first big acting break' summer :)
I've found who I am and there's no way to hold it in
I'm ready to stand up and tell the world who I wanna be
I'm simply happy and in peace with myself
Thanks for 2010
God Bless :)
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We changed a lot
And to be honest
I'm not sure 
If it's for good or not


Just like through the night
Things with us are never bright
You've got your opinion and I've got mine
And we fight....all the time


You've been mad at me
You've also hit me
But I forgave and forgot
'Cause it's not like we're part of some big plot


What I'm trying to say is
You're my Mom
And it is true
(That) I love you

It's 00:30, Mom's not home
But I felt like writing this for her
I'll show it to her when she comes back tomorrow
Where is she?
What are the fights I'm talking about?
What's with the mad/hit/fargave and forgot thing?
Everything is written in here -> http://tl.gd/3ft5hm
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You know I know how
To make em stop and stare as I tweet now
Twitter can't even handle me right now
Watchin you I'm watchin you we tweet it all out
Twitter can't even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
Twitter can't even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)


Hey
I own the tweet and I don't need no help
Gotta be the feeling that scarface tweeter
Stuntin go wild can't handle this tweet
Life of the tweeter arrogant like yeah!
Tweet like money all the boys just melt
At what I said
Want to many all know me like Da Twitter Elf
Look like cash and they all just stare
Bottles, Models, tweetin' on chairs
Fall out coz that's the tweet
All out it's so ridiclous
Zone out so much attention
Scream out when you see me on your timeline (hey! )
They watchin I know this
I'm rockin I'm rolling
I'm tweeting, I know it
You know it


You know I know how

To make em stop and stare as I tweet now
Twitter can't even handle me right now
Watchin you I'm watchin you we tweet it all out

Twitter can't even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)

Twitter can't even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)

You got me watchin now (hey)
Got my attention now (hey)
Got everybody in twitter wanting to know now
I am a twitter hoe
Come and be my boy and...
We can tweet, soo, ahhhhhh
Bring ya tweet here let me switch up the atmosphere
Fly you all around twitter
What you want baby boy
Are you ready to tweet now!

You know I know how

To make em stop and stare as I tweet now
Twitter can't even handle me right now
Watchin you I'm watchin you we tweet it all out

Twitter can't even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)

Twitter can't even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)

(Put your tweets up! )
(Put your tweets up! )
(Put your tweets up! )
Twitter can't even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(Put your tweets up! )
Lets tweet now
(Put your tweets up! )
You know who tweets it now!

K, so that's kinda lame but it's mine, so I like it

Ha! Well, I felt hyper...

Hope you like it too :D

The original song is "Club Can't Handle Me" by @official_flo

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10 days left until school starts
As soon as it starts, my activities' number grows BIGGER
At school, I've joint the Math, English and Ecology club
+ I'll be publishing at the school newspaper this year
+ we'll be doing more school plays!!
Moving on.........
Apart from my school activities
My friends and I have a dancing (like a) club
And apart from all of this
I gotta keep on my singing
And I gotta write more lyrics and music
+ I've got some ideas about a story

Yeah, that's kinda it... I guess
Like it? I love it..but it's gonna be Tough!!
Tough with a capital T :D
whatever, I'll handle it!!
aaaaaaaand i'm gone xx
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Aye ;-)
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If I tell you 'Ily'
It would be 'cause I really do
And don't you dare forget
Or else you'll get wet

Now you think that's horny
Oh my gosh, eat a Corny
I recommend you the one with fruit
Eating it is gonna make so much cute

Seeing boys
carrying some silly toys
But can they actually put a rocket
in their pocket?

Anyways, I'm gonna play a game
Yeah, the game you should blame
That was for SI-MO
Who's gonna catch me by my toe

Dedicated to Simo
I wrote it in a hurry
Hope you like it
Love you! ♥


p.s.: "First 2 lines are written by Simo"
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Aye.
I'm a bunnie
Who doesn't like honey
That's why I eat too much candy
Tryin' to get it trendy

Bunnie likes her candy sour
Oh wait, it's the music hour
Guess what bunnie listens to
Mr. Drew just got his tattoo

The only thing bunnie wishes for
She was a floor
So Mr. Drew would hump her
Why is this pic so blur?

That song lost its sense
But let's make it intense
Candy gives bunnie so much power
That she easily climbs the Eiffel Tower

Last year bunnie got sick
For her JB did his amazing hair-flip
Now she's got the Drew Flu
and the BIEBER FEVER, too

I'm stopping my pointless rhymes now
Think I just hit a cow
That was bunnie
I know, she is so funny

Song is dedicated to my bunnie, Maddy
I love u ♥
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Acting, music, poetry, dancing, making people smile, helping those in need - That's my life and I wouldn't trade it for another.
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Today is a sad day. Today is a day who wouldn't have come. Today isn't a gift.
But today I'm writing this post and I dedicate it to Nick and his sister.
I don't know how I should start this and I don't know if it's gonna make any difference for you that I'm here or that I'm crying 'cause of what happened.
I'm not gonna write about how you shouldn't be upset because you should be.
I'm not gonna write about how you should smile because there is nothing you would smile at.
I'm not gonna write about how your tears aren't gonna bring her back because you know that.
Everything you wanna do is allowed right now.
You can cry, you can be angry, you can break things, you can run, you can do whatever you feel like doing.
You will miss her.
You will remember every single time she smiled.
And when you do it's gonna be life a thousand knives aim for your heart.
The feeling you get...the empty hole in your heart.
It's like someone ripped half of you and you're never gonna find that half.
I'm ripped myself, I've been this way for over a year and a half and no...it never gets better.
The feeling stays.
It's always there even if you think it's not.
You will learn ignoring it but you will always know it's staying.
You will think you can't handle it but you'll be wrong.
You gotta do your best now that she's gone.
And if you ever need somebody.
If you ever need to share something.
If you ever find yourself without a buddy.
Just call my name and I will try to respond.

I'm keeping her in my prayers!!
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This is A TRUE STORY AND IF YOU DON'T PASS THIS ON YOU DON'T HAVE A SOUL


"My name is Chris ,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.
When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar
I hear him curse,
My name is called ,
I press myself,
Against the wall.
I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.
He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.
'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.
The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris ,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.
And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on.
I pray for your forgiveness,
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected, By this Poem.
And because you ARE affected,Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do, Is pass this on!"


IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE go RT http://tl.gd/3e3q17 PASS IT ON, TELL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
At first I thought this was just a chain letter And I wasn't going to send it either, But now I realize that this is an important situation. At least 5 children each day from around the world die from child abuse!!!! This happens across the board, no matter how much money they have or their ethnicity. 
Please help.
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