Having no web connection for more than 5 days is pretty depressing It sucks......total shit!
 But do you know what's weirder? Those 5 days affected me a lot. I "saw" some things. I feel like all the people around me...are only using me. I feel I don't belong here
 All those people I talk to on the Internet. All those people I see once or twice a year, or I haven't even seen yet...I feel they're more friends than anyone else in the world. The weirdest is that this isn't bothering me.
 Honestly, the whole situation is pretty messed up. I'm happy, though, to be sure about 1 person. She's always been here and I'm pretty sure she always will. Or at least, I hope so :)
 Whatever happens, there's a place for my heart. Maybe I haven't found it yet, but I'm not in a hurry. I'm just a little sick of love songs and fake friends. But life's about changes, and everything is gonna change..again :)
0 Comments