There are million of things all around the world I don't have but I don't want and also don't need them. I have everything I've always wanted. I have friends who I can give my love to. And you bunnie are one of them. You're my favourite bunnie and always will be. Maybe I'm crying while writing this but my heart is smiling. I'm happy that I met you. I"m lucky to know you. And I'm sure that's not the last time we talk. Miley Cyrus sang that everybody needed an inspiration, but I have mine. My friends and my BUNNIE ♥ Just know that I love you...keep that in your heart forever! Never doubt my bunnie love for you..and if you ever do, buy yourself some ice-cream. 
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aye
i just checked the stats of this blog and turns out i have more readers from USA than from my own country ;o i take that as a good thing though
my readers number have also risen which is another good thing, thank u!
moving on to singing....i really love singing. as a little girl i used to sing amazing and "perform" on the balcony for my mom and grandma but then puberty hit me and i just stopped singing until a year ago ;o but what i wanna share with you is that last night i was singing and then mom suddenly comes in my room and starts talking "i was in the bathroom and heard u singing and u sing amazing..." and she said some more things about my singing blah blah. i have NEVER expected this from her, i mean she usually doesn't notice neither my stories, nor my singing...just my acting sometimes
apart from that i'm in a fight with the whole family..yeap. kind of sad but it has to be this way for a while :)
last thing on the schedule .school or should i say prison? fortunately, i still have 15 more days for relaxation!! but when it starts i have big plans
those are the things bothering me right now...pretty much all of them
i hope u liked "i still love you" ..i actually dreamed that and i decided to put it as a story
aaaand now i'm gone.
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 It was almost the end of the day so there weren't many kids in school. I was walking down one of the halls thinking how I would go back home and relax, get my mind off things and forget about my worries.

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 To be on the crossroad of love isn't exactly the best thing that can happen to a young lady. Deciding which road you should take was even worse. That's what I learnt from a girl called Kate.
 Kate was extremely nice and friendly to everyone. She was always helping someone, she always making someone smile. She was replacing people's pain with happiness.
 What the world wasn't aware of was that behind her beautiful brown eyes, Kate was like a lost puppy. She handled other people's problems easily, but she had no idea how to handle her own. She knew how to make other people smile, but not herself.
 When she went back to her castle every evening, Kate started thinking. Sometimes she would spent nights thinking what she should do, what is the right thing for her to do.
 She was in love, she just wasn't sure who with.
 One of the guys, Dave, was romantic and sweet. He could make Kate smile, he could make her feel loved, needed. He  could make her heart melt in no time.
 The other guy, Cody, was also romantic and sweet, but only when they were alone. Not that they spent a lot of time together, but the little they did he showed it to her. The guy could also make her smile, but he was confusing her at the same time. He was making her love him at times and hate him at other times. And that was only making Kate's interest for him grow.
 Kate was Dave's girlfriend, but she wanted to be with Cody. She wasn't aware who she was in love with. She felt great spending time with both of them. They both could make her smile or laugh. But Cody could also make her cry, feel insecure about his love, which he never had revealed to her. She was scared to let her feelings lead her, she was scared of his rejection. She was also afraid of hurting Dave because she knew how much he loved her.
 Tonight, Kate is in her tower again. She is trying to figure out her heart, trying to figure out which road to choose. There was no one to help her. But...there was one thing she was incapable of figuring out on her own - love.
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a piece of morning beauty; trapped; hopeless and a dance to eternity are old stories of mine
i decided to publish them 'cause i think they are..pretty good:)
hope u feel the same way lol
new stories coming soon..not so depressing as trapped and hopeless, believe me
i'm also gonna start publishing a story on fun140 as i've had this amazing ideas lately
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 Last night I fell asleep hoping I would see the Sun today. I did this a lot of times before and this time wouldn't be more special, but it is.
 Today's Valentine's Day, that's why I was hoping for a piece of happiness. Unfortunatelly, opening my eyes I saw the old darkness I was used to. I got really upset because I thought there will be a little happiness for me on that day.
 Anyway, most of the "special" day has flown away in my skies of darkness. But at the end the miracle I was waiting for happened.
 I had given up. I saw no point in hoping for a little piece of sweetness and a smile.... And to my surprise I got a whole cake of smiles! In one moment  I was in my little dark room, and in the other I saw the Sun, the Nature! I was somewhere outside. The grass was firmly cut and everything smelled good as there were so many flowers all around. I knew this smell of....roses. They were my favourite!
 I was enjoying all the beauty surrounding me when I saw this skyblue blanket with some basket on it. I looked up and there was he... my prince. He was the guy I wanted to be with but I couldn't. I wasn't allowed to. But in that one moment I was there with him! Everything was amazing, as if someone had made a spell to make my dream come true. My prince held my hand and smiled at me. When he took my hand I felt secure. He was holding me tight, like he was trying to protect me from something, and in the same time gently, so he wouldn't hurt me.
 Then we sat on the blanket and he started getting fruit out of the basket. We fed each other, laughed and stared at each other. Though, during the whole time we didn't say a word. It felt like we didn't wanna . During the rest of the day we chased each other, hugged and kissed.
 I was so happy when he held me in his arms and when his lips came as one with mine.
 After all the fun and love he finally tried to say something but nothing came out of his mouth. His lips moved as if he wanted to say "I Love You", but I couldn't hear a sound.
 In the next moment the Sun wasn't shining anymore, the spikes were the only things left of the roses and that beautiful place I was to turned into that old little room of mine. The soft blanket was again that blanket filled with my tears.
 My happiness had gone and my darkness had come to me again.
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 I wake up and the Sun isn't shining. I'm surrounded by that same darkness I fell asleep in last night, with the hope for Sun in the morning. What a fool I am, there's no Sun for my soul. It won't make its way through the thick dark dress of sorrow.
 But for all the things happening it's my fault. I locked myself in this room and lost the key somewhere. Sometimes I'm asking myself how I came here and why I had to dig so deep in life's treasures. I wanted to try everything so bad. The hunger for new experiences trapped me and I fell. I didn't think. I was feeling too good trying the different faces of life. And though I was aware of where I would end up, I decided to follow my emotions, the whispers of my heart.. And now here I am. Everything in and around me won't stop rolling and making me go crazy. I want this nightmare to end no it continues, and continues.
 At first I was taken by the flow of a river but no matter how long the river was it soon had to course into the sea. I was "travelling" on my own little float of happiness for years. The float was always wobbling and after so many years living on the edge my little float disappeared. It disappeared and the sea became an ocean .Now there isn't anything I can travel on. The ocean took me in his depths and it is all my fault.
 I let my emotions and curiousity win and now I have to deal with pain and I'm only a step away from suicide. I can't manage with the tornado's rage. My mind blures when I imagine the feelings hugging me with their hands of spikes. My memories are a whole lot, the wish for them to be washed away by the ocean is bigger .But the only thing the ocean has washed away is my happiness. He has taken it to his depths and locked it in a secure place where I'd never find it again.
 There is no exit. I want to espace but I can't. I got to stay and roll in that circle of sorrow, pain and tears forever. I just wanted to be loved. I wanted to have somebody by myself, somebody who would hug me, kiss me, tell I'm the whole world to him. I seeked for this one for too long. I often made mistakes and got injured. But the biggest injury I did all by myself.
 Now I'm in this room with four walls. I fall asleep and wake up in darkness and cold. And on the four walls are written the words: sorrow, desperation and death.
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 Lilith was a beautiful 18-year old girl in the night of her high school graduating ball. Everything had to be perfect, but she felt like the whole world was laughing at her, so she was sitting alone on the roof of the building where ten floors down people were celebrating.
 The wind was blowing slow and offsetting the two curly locks of hair on both her cheeks. The rest of the girl's hair was neatly piled in a bun, where a diamond tiara was shining. Lilith was dressed in a snow white dress with two wings on her back, so she looked like an angel in the dark night. Her beauty was also accentuated by soft make-up.
 Unfortunately, nothing was so perfect on the inside. Feelings of happiness and sadness were fighting in Lilith's soul. Both armies weren't backing down. The fight soon came to its end, though. The more numerous and powerful army of sadness overcame and tears started falling on the girl's cheeks. She put her face in her hands and crying wished she had never been born.
 A dreadful roar spread as if the sky had been split in two halves. But when Lilith  looked up, thinking she would see something terrible, she saw a young handsome guy. He was wearing a black suit with a black cape, and had a red scarf on his neck. 
 Silently the young man sat next to the girl and gave her a tissue. When Lilith wiped her tears, she looked at him and saw he was smiling at her. And then she asked:
  -Who are you? Where did you come from?
 A wider smile spilled on the misterious guy's face and he talked:
  -My name's Lucifer. It isn't that important where I came from, - the boy had the most amazing and soothing voice Lilith has ever heard - It's important why. I'm here because you are sad and you wished for something. - the girl tried to stop him but he continued - I can't make it come true but I can take you to my kingdom where we can be happily together. There's nothing you have to be afraid of. I like you and I wouldn't hurt you. I waited 18 long years so I could come and ask you to dance. Dance as a comfirmation that you agree to be mine, away from here, in happiness and eternal youth. - the boy got up and stretched out his hand to Lilith - If you want me to put an end to your sadness, lady, could I have this dance?
 The girl looked into the deepth of his black eyes. She hadn't noticed but she could read love, peace and happiness in them. The things she wanted the most. In that moment, she decided he was the prince on the white horse, though the white horse wasn't anywhere around, and that he's the one who would take her pain away. She got up, took his hand and leaped into an eternal dance, not knowing she's binding herself with the Devil himself.
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The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them - words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you've said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That's the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller, but for want of an understanding ear.
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"I have to write about this!" -was the first thing that came to my mind when I heard the song of the birds. It was around 6 a.m., give or take a few minutes. 
 I was thinking about a lot of things at the same time, my head was just about to explode when my thoughts were insolently teared and replaced by others. One moment I was on Earth trying to deal with my problems, the next moment  my mind was flying on a cold morning, listening to the beautiful melody.
 It was an amazing bird songs in the so dull city I have to live in. Once I heard it all the boredom I've been living in went away. Everything went away and a few seconds later, by mistake, I created the most beautiful illusion I could. I was totally stolen by my fantasy that I even couldn't remember a thing from real life. I just dived in the world I've painted just like painters draw their beautiful pictures.
 I was no more laying on my bed in my PJs at 6 in the morning. I was dressed in a soft pink skirt and a sky blue top. I looked up and realised I was on a glade. It was the most beautiful one I've ever seen! It looked like those from cartoons, pretty much in "Alice in Wonderland" style. But my name wasn't Alice and there were no rabbits in a hurry around. Though, I was amazed by....everything! There were big trees which have unfolded their braches majestically. Sorry I've forgotten to mention but it was sunny which made my illusion more amazing. And the colours...they were as stolen from a big LCD TV. There was also a sea of flowers. Stunned by all the beauty I sat under the big shadow of a tree.
 Then I heard the bird song again. I turned right and saw them - the little blue birds. They were like circling something so I got closer to see. And I saw words carved in the tree.The fire I was trying to put off so hard, started burning again. I didn't fight with it, I just got lost in the memories of the time when there was just "You and I"
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I am a girl...
I just gotta lick off the icing from my cupcakes or pick off the sprinkles from my donuts first. They're the best part! I wish songs would play in the background during epic moments in my life, like a movie. And everytime I talk to a boy I like, I fall a little harder. Oh, and my family thinks I listen to music too loud? I don't think so, I mean full volume on my phone isn't loud to me. And I make silly faces in the mirror when nobody's watching. Got a question: Is it wrong to try to find a comfortable position to have a nap in a boring class? I don't think so! And I have too many posters of my favourite celebrities on my walls, but I'll have some more. Most of all, I'm a hopeless romantic I just don't show it to everybody, okay? I keep my romance for THE boy:) And sometimes, I try to be normal. But it gets boring. So I go back to being me.
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Hey, it's Ina. Just thought I should tell a few things about myself before starting all my other crap.
My real name is Ilinka, but everyone calls me Ina for short. According to Microsoft World, Ilinka isn't a word..so I guess my name is pretty special apart from the fact it means Goddess translated from Hebrew. Whatever, let's move on.. I'm 15, turning 16 this October, 26th.
I'm a Belieber, Smiler, Bunnie and a dream chaser. lol
I love long walks on the beach or in the park. I love watching the sunset but I currently don't have anyone to do it with. I'm addicted to ice-cream, twitter, Sour Party Warms and TETRIS.
I believe in God, myself and that dreams do come true if you try hard.
I believe in true love and I really wanna find my special one.
I'm giving my best to be nice and sweet to everyone.
I'm really talkative and friendly, so feel free to talk to me whenever you want to.
My blog postings will be mainly about acting, school, love...teenage life.
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From now on I'm gonna write everything in English, whether you like it or not...
I'm also changing some stuff, so stay tuned
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Приятели... или по-скоро трябва да напиша "приятели"?! Рано или късно всеки те разочарова по някакъв начин. Работата е там, че при мен го извъртяват така, че те излизат "разочарованите" от мен.. Както и да е. 2 поста по-надолу написах, че е лято..време за промени.
Имам си ново вдъхновение, нови цели, нова нагласа за живота и всичко около мен:)
И twitter си имам...ако питате мен това пък е едно от най-хубавите неща, с които се сдобих :D
Мда, мда...знам какво ще кажете, но не ще промените мнението ми относно twitter.
Сега заминавам за малко релаксация...и другата седмица като се върна имам много истории и подобни да публикувам:)
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М/у другото сложих си нов скин
Дано ти харесва....който и да си ти
Макар, че съм сигурна, че мога да те нареча "никой"
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Преди няколко дни ми се вдигна нещо в едно зъбче
Отидох на зъболекар, защото започна да боли
Оказа се, че трябвало да го извадим
Преди време мама даде близо 300 лв да ми оправят точно това зъбче
Е да..ето на!
В петък (06/08) ми излязоха снимките
Занесох ги при зъболекаря си
Ще се вади зъб! От сутринта тръгнахме да търсим зъболекар, който да ми извади зъба, защото моя не вади зъби..
3 обиколки на града...все удряме на камък
Всъщност първия при който отидохме ми даде час за 10ти..но аз бях в ужасни болки
+ това той се държа много зле...но както и да е
Към обяд намерихме зъболекар, той каза че не може да ми извади зъба
Но поиска да види снимките ми..видя ги и последва вадене на зъб :D
Мама излезе, че ѝ стана лошо. Биха ми упойка, извадиха го..
И тъй то..ще си имам изкуствен скоро:)
Малко ми се поду бузата като чийзбургер, та съм на антибиотици, но всичко е окей
Утре отивам на почивка+лечение и ще гледам да си прекарам супер добре!
На 16ти ми е първия час за работа по новото зъбче:)
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Ех, от 28ми юни не се бях весвала тук..
Но лято е..простено ми е:)
Ето ме..пак съм тук, да си изливам чувствата в моята 'интернет кофичка', която другите наричат блог
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