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Monday, August 30, 2010

 Last night I fell asleep hoping I would see the Sun today. I did this a lot of times before and this time wouldn't be more special, but it is.
 Today's Valentine's Day, that's why I was hoping for a piece of happiness. Unfortunatelly, opening my eyes I saw the old darkness I was used to. I got really upset because I thought there will be a little happiness for me on that day.
 Anyway, most of the "special" day has flown away in my skies of darkness. But at the end the miracle I was waiting for happened.
 I had given up. I saw no point in hoping for a little piece of sweetness and a smile.... And to my surprise I got a whole cake of smiles! In one moment  I was in my little dark room, and in the other I saw the Sun, the Nature! I was somewhere outside. The grass was firmly cut and everything smelled good as there were so many flowers all around. I knew this smell of....roses. They were my favourite!
 I was enjoying all the beauty surrounding me when I saw this skyblue blanket with some basket on it. I looked up and there was he... my prince. He was the guy I wanted to be with but I couldn't. I wasn't allowed to. But in that one moment I was there with him! Everything was amazing, as if someone had made a spell to make my dream come true. My prince held my hand and smiled at me. When he took my hand I felt secure. He was holding me tight, like he was trying to protect me from something, and in the same time gently, so he wouldn't hurt me.
 Then we sat on the blanket and he started getting fruit out of the basket. We fed each other, laughed and stared at each other. Though, during the whole time we didn't say a word. It felt like we didn't wanna . During the rest of the day we chased each other, hugged and kissed.
 I was so happy when he held me in his arms and when his lips came as one with mine.
 After all the fun and love he finally tried to say something but nothing came out of his mouth. His lips moved as if he wanted to say "I Love You", but I couldn't hear a sound.
 In the next moment the Sun wasn't shining anymore, the spikes were the only things left of the roses and that beautiful place I was to turned into that old little room of mine. The soft blanket was again that blanket filled with my tears.
 My happiness had gone and my darkness had come to me again.

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