I turned 16 yesterday.
It's not that big of a deal but I feel great. Spring 2010 I fell in love with Justin Bieber's music and he inspired me. Summer 2010 I became a new person. A person who cares, shows love, helps and makes people smile, and I'm proud of that. I believed in God again which I consider the best thing that happened during summer 2010. Faith brings joy to life.
If you've read my lifestory, you know how things were. Faith changed it all over. Praying every night is not a waste of time, it helps. God hears. All those years I've been asking for a father and yesterday he called for the first from for over 13 years. I didn't bother to ask him why he abandoned me, I was extremely happy to hear his voice. I never knew his voice. I never knew how he felt about me. I never knew if he loved me or not. And now I have the answers.
There are a lot of things that need to be ironed in my life but that's gonna happen with time passing by. I've found my inner beauty and harmony. I wake up every morning as if it is on purpose and I pray before going to bed every night.
Everyone stands a chance for happiness if they have faith and believe in themselves and their cause. Justin Bieber and Pattie Mallette came in my life for a reason, and then Christian and Caitlin Beadles showed for the same reason. Caitlin's like a sister who doubles my faith in God every day and Christian doubles the faith in myself.
Draw some RAINBOWS :)

I wanna say thank you to everyone who's been helping me out, to everyone who has been by my side. I wanna say thank you to whoever once cared or still cares about me. I wanna tell the world how much I love my friends in both real and Internet life. And finally I wanna say thank you for the best birthday present ever! Thanks to Emily, whose idea it was, to Martina, who made it, and to everyone else who joint. I LOVE Y'ALL:


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