I've been liking him for a while. Well, if I have to be honest I've been liking him too much for a lot while. Sorry for confusing you, I'm confused myself. For more than an year I've tried dating 5 guys but every time it all came down to him. Him is Justin and him has always had the throne in my heart, at least since I met him.
 Justin is sweet and caring and has a kind heart. But he also has the most adorable eyes and smile I will ever see. On the other hand though, he's the worst teaser in the whole universe and I sometimes can't stand that. One minute he can be the sweetest, and the next he can easily pull the trigger on my nerves.
 From all the love nonsense I wrote so far you could easily tell I've fallen hard for him. And yes, I have. I won't deny it in front of you, I'm having enough trouble hiding it from everyone else. Friends, family, him. Turns out I'm not a good 'hidder' though. A lot of our common friends are like "You two obviously like each other" and everytime I'm like "Ha, yeah!" with all the sarcasm I can pull out and Justin just shuts up until the subject gets changed. That's one of the things that make me crazy! Why can't he say something? I mean, if he likes me, why hasn't he asked me out? And if he doesn't, why don't he say it when he's being told he does? It eats me on the inside!
 When we're left alone, which rarely happens but when it does he isn't the same. When it's only the two of us he's the sweetest guy on the planet. Sometimes I hope we can be the last two people on Earth. You don't know, maybe he'll finally decide to tell me how he feels about me. Yeah, I know...dreamer!
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