A while back I posted my life story because this is my blog and I've had for a lot of time - gonna be 2 years this September. My blog is something really personal that I am willing to share with the world, so I decided to post my story. But there's been more to it lately that I couldn't have written back then.
I no longer have the weird heart beats. Doctors said those were my nerves so now I just try to keep calm at all times. If I get too angry or too emotional, my nerves start beating as fast as they could and it hurts sometimes, but that hardly happens 'cause I've learnt to control myself. Those were the good news.
The bad news are that Mom and I aren't having a healthy relationship. She lies to me a lot, especially lately. She lies to me mostly about money. Like she tells me that she'll give me money for school and next morning I wake up & as I'm about to go our for school, I ask her for money and she's like "Your grandma will give you", and I don't want to ask my grandma for money, so I have to open my savings from time to time. Mom has also stolen from me a couple of times, that's why I now keep my money locked.
Last night I watched the first 20 minutes of 'Never Say Never' (the movie) and cried my eyes&heart out. I was really emotional, yet I should be careful with that. I just want Pattie and Justin to know what they mean in my life. I want it really badly that it's becoming an unhealthy obsession of mine.
Anyways, I pray that everyone in the world is good and happy & I pray that I will get to be able to hug the two people influenced my life the most&in the most amazing way - Pattie Mallette and her awesome son Justin Drew Bieber.
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